i love headcanoning old men as ftm. like considering fandom loves to equate being transmasc to being young no one will probably agree with me but i look into his eyes and see the wisdom only a post-menopausal man could provide
So many of the prettiest parts of the world are ugly! I love it!
Broken glass!
Splintery driftwood!
When the sky’s all foggy and it looks like the world hasn’t been drawn yet!
A smell you hate for a really long time until one day you realize you’re gotten used to it and it makes you feel good.
Broken cups!
Smudged paint!
Jellybeans that come out all fused together!
The sound of hail and lightning!
Teeny tiny baby slugs!
Scars that heal all warped up!
Chapped lips with black, splitted scabs!
Two-headed turtles!
Super thick dust on a bookshelf!
Rusted car bumpers!
Peeling paint!
Flowery bruises!
Birthmarks and stretch marks and unusually deep voices and high, squeaky voices and weird little patches and spots in people’s eyes!
Skin moles!
Algae!
Everything’s just so beautiful fccdffdfhkkgf I can’t get over it
there’s something compelling to me about the fact that sometimes leaving a blade or bullet inside the wound it made is the only way to prevent you from bleeding to death. something about the symbolism of it. when the thing designed and intended to kill you is the only thing keeping you alive.
also yes i do enjoy a bit of penetration imagery and the perverse intimacy of violence. if you must know.
